My Life As Seen Through Books
Monday, August 18, 2025
#21 [2025/CBR17] In a Sunburned Country by Bill Bryson
#20 [2025/CBR17] The Paradise Problem by Christina Lauren
When Anna Green was pre-med in college, she was desperate for housing. A friend of hers hooked her up with Liam "West" Weston. If they got married, they could live in subsidized student, married housing, which would help them both. It was all in name only, the two had opposite schedules, and they barely saw each other. When Liam moved on after graduating, Anna did not think much about the marriage or Liam.
But four years later, Liam gets back in touch--and Anna happens to be at a new low. She decided to pursue art rather than go to medical school. She's just been fired by the gross, teenage son of her bosses at the corner convenience store, and she's desperate for money. Liam tells Anna that they never actually got divorced (he didn't hide this, Anna was just remarkably unobservant and never looks at paper work). Now Liam's younger sister is getting married on a remote, exotic private island. His family thinks he's actually married to Anna, and she has to come to the wedding to keep up appearances. Most importantly, Liam is the heir to a giant supermarket franchise, but his grandfather put in this will that Liam can't get his inheritance until he's been married for five years. Thus, the two need to go to the festivities on the island and make it look like they're a real couple. Anna doesn't have much of a choice, and she agrees.
One of the most fun parts of this book was the wish fulfillment of getting all the clothes and pampering that was necessary to join insanely rich people on an amazing vacation. And then Anna gets to go on that vacation. It doesn't hurt that Anna and Liam--when they actually spend time together--are intensely attracted to each other. They can't deny each other for long.
There were other parts to the story, including how Anna fits in with a bunch of rich snobs, Liam's history with his family, as well as the growing relationship between Anna and Liam. Maybe the premise is a little crazy if you think about it for too long, but I really had fun with this one. Recommended.
*Christina Lauren are the two first names of two writers who write together.
#19 [2025/CBR17] The Rom-Commers by Katherine Center
Emma Wheeler is a talented writer who lives in the Northwest and is the sole caretaker of her father after a climbing accident while her younger sister finishes school. She's pretty much given up on her dreams of becoming a famous screenwriter because of her circumstances.
But when an ex-boyfriend from high school (who is now gay) asks Emma to come to Los Angeles for six weeks to rewrite a romantic comedy screenplay, she might just have a second chance. Charlie Yates is a famous, celebrated screenwriter who has just written the aforementioned, terrible screenplay. Emma is one of his biggest fans, but once she reads the screenplay, she knows it needs a ton of work. In fact, she is horrified by all of it.
Unfortunately for both Emma and Charlie, Emma's ex-boyfriend didn't tell Charlie anything about bringing another writer in to help him with his screenplay--let alone warn Charlie that Emma would be staying at his house. Their meet cute involves Charlie being remarkably rude, and Emma storming off. Eventually, the two are convinced to work with each other.
Emma is still not happy, though. Charlie doesn't even believe in love. He only wrote the screenplay as a vehicle for the studio head's mistress, so the studio head will greenlight a project he actually cares about. Emma takes it upon herself to teach Charlie about love. It's not surprising that after spending a lot of time together, the two start liking each other. It is definitely a slow burn.
In the end, Emma sucks it up and tells Charlie how she feels. I admire Emma here because she didn't pussyfoot around and allow misunderstandings and unspoken feelings to rule the day. Unfortunately, Charlie rudely rejects her. We find out later that it's because he thinks his cancer is back and doesn't want to force Emma into another caretaker role. I see where he's coming from, but honesty is more important here. I was also very annoyed at the author when I thought I read this whole, stupid book just to find out he has cancer at the end. (I should have known better. It was a false alarm.)
There were some fun parts in this novel. I enjoyed when Emma met Meryl Streep, and some of Hollywood glamour was interesting. On the whole, though, this one didn't really stick with me. But it was pleasant enough.
Monday, July 14, 2025
#18 [2025/CBR17] Our Missing Hearts by Celeste Ng
Bird Gardner is twelve years old and lives alone with his father on the top floor of a student dorm. His father used to be a linguist, but now he shelves books at the University library. Bird's mother disappeared mysteriously when Bird was only nine years old, and Bird and his father never talk about her. The reader is dropped into this story and into Bird's world. At first, much like Bird who was too young when his mother left, we don't understand what happened to make her leave. But slowly we learn all that has occurred.
Bird's world is not exactly the United States that we know now. After a severe, global, economic depression, there is widespread violence and unrest. In response to this unrest, Congress passed the PACT (Preserving American Culture and Traditions) Act. This act pretty much requires patriotism and stifles dissent. But armed with the mandate to "protect children from environments espousing harmful views," it allows for children to be taken from anyone who dares to disagree with the government. This is generally done quietly, but it is a powerful tool for controlling any protester.
Bird's mom is a poet, and when one of her poems becomes an anthem of protest, she is perceived as a spokesperson in a conflict that she wanted no part of. All of a sudden her small, loving family is facing harassment, job insecurity, and the loss of their child. In desperation, they decide that Bird would be safer if she is out of the picture. And so she disappears. Birds mother was far from a radical rebel until her own life was so negatively impacted, and she could see how bad things really were.
Bird was quietly living his life until he received a mysterious note. He knows it's from his mother, and he is eventually able to decipher it and find her. He has very mixed feelings towards her because he loves her, but he also feels abandoned.
Race plays an important part throughout this book. Birds mother is Chinese American and Bird is half Chinese. Because China was blamed for starting the recession, there is rampant anti-Asian discrimination in this book.
When I began reading, I didn't realize that this book was a little dystopian. So I actually googled PACT to see if it was real. It seemed like something that could be true, but I wasn't familiar with it. It turns out Ng made PACT up for the purposes of the book. However, it is not very farfetched, which makes this book feel very familiar and disturbing. It wasn't that long ago that Native American children were taken away from their families for a "better life" and Japanese Americans lost everything and were put in internment camps. In addition, anti-Asian sentiment increased just recently during COVID after China was blamed for the pandemic.
I really thought Ng did a masterful job in slowly unveiling what kind of world Bird was living in, and what his family was facing. The characterization of Bird, his parents, and even Bird's young friend who has lost her parents is fantastic. Ng does such a good job that I felt what each character was feeling, and it was often heartbreaking. Although I did not like the end of the book quite as much as the beginning, it is definitely still worth reading. Recommended.
Monday, June 30, 2025
#17 [2025/CBR17] Orbital by Samantha Harvey
Orbital (c)2023 by Samantha Harvey was one of Barack Obama's Favorite Books of 2024. It also won a bunch of prizes and awards, including the Booker Prize. It is a slim novel that follows six astronauts at the International Space Station for twenty four hours. The astronauts hail from America, Russia, Italy, Britain, and Japan. Because of the speed of the ISS as it orbits the Earth, they experience sixteen sunrises and sunsets throughout their twenty four hours.
This book is something of a quiet meditation. There is not much excitement or drama, just a single, uneventful day in the lives of six astronauts in space. We get to see the lives of each astronaut in turn as they complete their regimented schedules--taking time to look out the window on what is going down below them.
I have forgotten all the names now, but two storylines really stuck with me. First, the Japanese astronaut has recently learned that her mother has passed away down on Earth. She is dealing with her grief and isolation when she wants to be with her family. We even see the space station from her mother's point of view before she dies. Second, there is a hurricane building power and threatening Indonesia and the Philippines. The astronauts are tasked with taking pictures and relaying information back down to Earth whenever the hurricane is within view. But one of the astronauts made friends with a fisherman and his family in the area when they were scuba diving. He worries for his friend and his family, and he wonders what will happen to them as he sits up in space.
Although this book could be slow at times, it showed the Earth from a different perspective than we non-astronauts ever see. One beautiful planet with no obvious distinctions between countries. The clouds, storms, deserts, mountains, and majestic lakes on one giant ball that somehow supports all of humanity--except for those six astronauts out on their own.
Saturday, June 28, 2025
#16 [2025/CBR17] The Anxious Generation by Jonathan Haidt
Reading this book made me happy that I grew up before cell phones--and especially before smart phones. I can finally be grateful for being old[er]. I remember middle school being a harrowing journey with an immense amount of social stress. I didn't know who I was and wasn't comfortable in my body. I can only imagine how much worse that would be with the influence of social media.
Haidt looks at the numbers of adolescents, especially girls, suffering from depression and anxiety over the years. The numbers jumped precipitously soon after the debut of the iphone. Boys also faced downward trends in wellbeing, although phones and social media seemed to affect them differently.
I learned that the ages from 12-15 (or thereabouts) are a stage of great malleability and growth in the adolescent brain. It's the time when people really figure out who they are. Haidt uses the example of a child living abroad. If he grew up in Tokyo but lived in Los Angeles from 12-15, he will most likely feel more connected to L.A. than Tokyo. What this means in practice, though, is that endlessly scrolling on social media is significantly worse for adolescents than it is for adults. And it's not even remotely healthy for adults.
Haidt's recommendations seemed very reasonable to me. He also includes a website where he promises to post updates as new research comes out. He recommends that children under sixteen do not have access to a smart phone with apps like Instagram, TikTok, Snapchat, etc. He also recommends in a significant amount of free play for children to find independence and confidence.
I do not have any children, but this seems like a book that would be helpful to parents. It also made me think about how addictive Instagram reels have become to me. After my husband read this book, he decided to do one day a week without any Twitter. Recommended.
Thursday, June 26, 2025
#15 [2025/CBR17] Deep End by Ali Hazelwood
Scarlett Vandemeer, who goes by Vandy, is a diver at Stanford. She can be a little reclusive and awkward. Penelope is one of the stars of the diving team. She's gorgeous and seems to have everything--including Lukas, the Swedish superstar swimmer who already has Olympic medals. But when Penelope confides in Vandy that she wants to break up with Lukas because he's into BDSM, and she feels they're not compatible sexually, Vandy confesses that she's also into BDSM, and tries to advise Penelope.
Penelope and Lukas do break up. When Penelope is drunk at a party, she tells Lukas and Vandy they should hook up because they're both into the same things. At the time, this is just an awkward situation to work around, but neither Lukas nor Vandy forget. When they continue to find themselves together, their mutual attraction is undeniable.
Vandy really likes Lukas, but she does not want to hook up with her friend's ex-boyfriend. Eventually, she gives in to her attraction, but she's not comfortable telling Penelope about it. This continues while they both compete in swimming and diving and get even closer to each other. Vandy and Lukas are a very good couple. Their main problem is that Vandy keeps pushing him away because of Penelope. Eventually this all comes to a head, and everyone lives happily ever after.
First, I enjoyed that the main characters in this novel were athletes. It felt a little different from Hazelwood's other books, and it was interesting to see what the life of an elite student athlete was like. Second, I thought Vandy and Lukas had great chemistry. I read some reviews on Goodreads that were complaining that the book was not very kinky after Hazelwood warned of kink at the beginning of the book. I would agree that it felt lightly kinky. But having read Hazelwood's other books, this felt like a natural progression after the mild introduction of control in Not in Love. On the whole, I enjoyed this book, and I'm looking forward to reading her next one.